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Full
Moon in Scorpio:
While You're Making Other Plans by
April Elliott Kent
The Sabian Symbol for this Scorpio Full Moon is "A dentist
is hard at work," and I think it speaks eloquently to
the deep, difficult, often painful nature of Scorpio and its ruling
planet, Pluto. I started going to dentists at the age of five,
and I've never feared them. I've been fascinated by the fillings
and root canals they've given me; they've saved my teeth, all
but one, over and over again. I'm grateful there are people willing
to devote their lives to dental search and rescue missions, who
can find the evil that lurks in your mouth and fix it - even as
they themselves are reviled, feared, and made the butt of jokes.
At this Full Moon in Scorpio, it's a good bet that something
in your life has deteriorated, and needs you to play dentist
- to drill deep down, removing decay, and rebuild. It will take
a little bit of courage, and might not make you particularly happy
or popular. It may be a neglected molar that needs your attention,
but it might just as well be a relationship that's soured, or
a job situation that's grown toxic.
It might even, as I recently discovered, be your pet's rotten
diet and beleaguered pancreas that need an intervention.
Since the beginning of the year I've been watching a transit
of Pluto opposed my natal Venus with some wariness, waiting
for my marriage to collapse and my bank account to vanish. Thankfully,
my marriage and income are in good shape. But in my birth chart,
Venus rules the sign on the cusp of the 6th house (traditionally
the house of health), and while my own health has been better
than I deserve, I've certainly seen Pluto's sinister hand at work
on my cat, Bodhi. She fell ill with a mysterious ailment that's
taken weeks to diagnose. In the end, just last week, the verdict
came down on the side of diabetes, almost surely brought on by
a lousy diet of (vet-approved) high-carb kibble.
Now my days are a haze of insulin injections, blood glucose tests,
high protein diets, and general monitoring of Bodhi's bodily functions.
Interestingly, since blood is associated with Mars, Aries and
Scorpio, at this Scorpio Full Moon I find myself pricking my poor
tabby's ear about six times each day and smearing the blood onto
a test strip. My Pluto/Venus transit has manifested after all,
in a most unexpected, but astrologically articulate way.
It's ironic that a little creature that was brought into my life
to be an undemanding companion would come to require so much help
for her day to day existence. Already, my schedule has had to
be adjusted to accommodate timely insulin dosages. Certainly,
this is small potatoes compared to the other difficulties I feared
I'd face during this Pluto transit. But this turn of events has
certainly gotten me thinking a lot about people whose lives are
overturned, often suddenly, by more serious problems - the diagnosis
of a terminal illness, the destructive power of a fire, the death
of a loved one killed by a bomb or accident.
As John Lennon once said, "Life is what happens to you
while you're busy making other plans." An astrologer
might paraphrase that to say that transits - especially transits
from the Big Boys, Saturn, Uranus, Neptune and Pluto - are what
happen when you're making other plans. And at the Scorpio Full
Moon I'm thinking specifically about the ways Pluto transits can
interrupt our lives already in progress. Even the strongest of
us have tiny chinks in our armor - cracks through which fear and
jealousy and rage can pass and cause infection and decay of the
spirit, and portals through which enters the terrible vulnerability
of love. It's Pluto's job to find our weak spots, to poke at the
termite-bitten infrastructure of our lives and give us a chance
to make needed changes before the entire structure falls apart.
Pluto transits make us stronger than before, by first exposing
what's weak.
This particular Full Moon in Scorpio has a challenging chart,
with the Sun in Taurus and Moon in Scorpio in a tight t-square
with Mars in Leo; people who are looking for an excuse to
get angry will find plenty of opportunities in the next few days.
Mars in Leo square the Full Moon represents the catalytic nature
of ego, either motivating you to make the changes you need to
make, or causing you to dig in your heels and refuse to adapt
to new circumstances. But the Sun and Moon also make harmonious
aspects to Pluto at this Full Moon, symbolizing the ability
to make deep and permanent transformations if we just let go of
the need to be right, the need to be in control.
Scorpio symbolizes the mysterious, unseen forces that periodically
back us into a corner and force us to transcend a difficult set
of circumstances. Most of us live each day in blissful denial
of the fact that the landscape of our day-to-day lives, the quality
of our characters, all can be changed in the blink of an eye.
Sometimes our lives are changed by forces completely beyond our
control. But sometimes what appears to be bad fortune, an unfortunate
fate, is a consequence of neglect, indulgence, ignorance, or bad
choices. It's your job at the Scorpio Full Moon to face the consequences,
survey the damage, and change course - to become the person that
your life needs you to be.
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