Work was slow at the beginning of last month, so slow I
was starting to worry that the recession had finally caught
up with me and swallowed my business whole. My little Venus
in Cancer, ever insecure, took to clipping coupons and flexing
its claws, ready to grasp any bit of fish or seaweed that
floated by. Those claws started to get a little pinchy,
and my promotional efforts were yielding no results - so
at the New Moon in Cancer I put together a prosperity
ritual.
It was a magical leap of faith of the kind I'm seldom inclined
to take. Born with hard-working Saturn in Capricorn in the
second house - the house of money - I have an innate distrust
of easy money. So to appease the gods of hard labor (and
to honor my Puritanical forebears), I like to begin my rituals
with a lot of sweat and elbow grease. Since the New Moon
had a strong Pluto signature, I began with days of
deep housecleaning,
to symbolically release old financial beliefs and patterns;
then finished up with a great ritual from Dorothy Morrison's
book Everyday
Moon Magic:
Place a small piece of aventurine in the center of
a one dollar bill and visualize large amounts of money
flowing into your hands. Then enchant the objects
by saying:
Stone and currency of power
Your many blessings on me shower
Bring money to me - let it flow
Into my hands, then make it grow
Until my need is quenched at last
Cash and stone, do what I ask
Fold the bill around the stone and secure it with
a piece of green floss or ribbon, then carry the packet
in your purse or with your pocket change.
The Capricorn skeptic in me suspects it might be a coincidence
- my business has always had slow times - but whatever the
reason, within a week of my ritual, my calendar was fully
booked for the next three weeks.
(Amusingly, the ritual seems to have galvanized our cat
Bodhi as well. Several times a day since the ritual, I hear
her patented "fierce huntress" trill and pattering
paws coming down the hallway, and soon she's dropped a little
plastic ball or toy mouse at my feet. "Prosperity?
No worries, Mom, I've got it covered!")
This Full Moon ushers in a new, two-year-long cycle of
eclipses in the signs of Cancer and Capricorn. Welcome
to a critical phase of redefining safety and security and
of figuring out how to provide for yourself and your loved
ones. (For more insight into how this eclipse affects you,
consider the houses in your chart and any planets near 15
degrees of a cardinal sign - or, order my
eclipse report). Our household is okay at the moment,
but we do live in California, a state that is teetering
on the precipice of bankruptcy. Many of our friends are
unemployed, and others with government jobs have had their
hours cut through furlough programs. It's a little hard
to see where it will end up, but I'm pretty sure it's not
going to be pretty.
California Dreamin'
Even when times were flush, it's always been fashionable
for those in less sun-dappled climes to look down on California,
my beleaguered, long-time home. And it's true that many
of our problems are of our own doing. We didn't get here
overnight; we've arrived after years of voting for expensive
programs while simultaneously scorning tax increases. Anyone
who runs a household can tell you that this is not a winning
financial strategy. And now, as transiting Saturn moves
over California's Sun in Virgo1, the bill
collector has arrived at the door.
It's not the first time California has almost gone broke.
We just never seem to learn from past mistakes; it's as
though we have been guided by magical thinking ("it'll
all work out if we just believe it will!") as a first
line of defense, rather than as a ritualistic deal-closer
after the hard work has been done. I just don't believe
magic is designed to work that way.
I've often thought that part of the reason for California's
head-in-the clouds reputation, from an astrological point
of view, is that so many people from other parts of the
country have moved West and ended up here. Now, before you
fire off that angry email, let me finish: As you
move West, your relocated Ascendant moves backward through
the zodiac. Move a couple of time zones West, and your natal
12th house (the unconscious) becomes your first house (your
outlook)2. Without a periodic injection of cold
reality, a good number of transplanted midwesterners may
indeed be "California Dreamin'".
Given the 12th house is natural domain of dreams and psychic
phenomena, is it any wonder that California has such an...
otherworldly reputation? As a British character in Steve
Martin's film L.A.
Story puts it, "[My ex-husband] thinks L.A.
is a place for the brain-dead. He says, if you turned off
the sprinklers, it would turn into a desert. But I think
- I don't know, it's not what I expected. It's a place where
they've taken a desert and turned it into their dreams.
I've seen a lot of L.A. and I think it's also a place of
secrets: secret houses, secret lives, secret pleasures."
As an adolescent, I was dragged unwillingly to California
from the Midwest and spent years doing battle with my 12th
house secrets and dreams. But gradually, the place won me
over. It's impractical and crazy and contradictory, and
I just adore it, in the way you always have a soft spot
for the crazy ex-boyfriend who ended up in prison but was
a great kisser. (On the other hand, there's a good reason
he's your EX-boyfriend: he was destroying his life and threatening
to take you down with him.)
As is often the case with this gargantuan hub for movies
and television, California serves as a metaphor for something
much larger than its own considerable problems. As eclipses
moved through Leo and Aquarius from mid-2007 through
the first half of 2009, humanity stirred from its collective
dream and has started to reclaim a lost sense of community,
to band together and try to change course. But now, as the
cycle of collective crisis moves into Cancer and Capricorn,
we have to figure out what we need to make ourselves
secure, and reach consensus on how best to get it. There's
no harm in hoping for magic, and California has no shortage
of metaphysically-minded people (like me!) performing prosperity
rituals. But as Capricorn reminds us, there comes a point
where you have to roll up your sleeves and back up your
magic with hard work and difficult choices.
Previous Cancer/Capricorn eclipse years - such as
2000/2001, 1990/91, 1981/82, 1972/73 - have been pivotal
turning points for the entire United States, as these eclipses
conjoined the nation's Sun, Venus, and Jupiter. The results
of the 2008 elections demonstrated that, as a country, we're
ready to dream new dreams. If you were born with planets
in Cancer and Capricorn (and to some extent, Aries and Libra)
these years may have been important turning points for you,
too. But before we can move forward, we have to let go of
the past, and of some of our cherished illusions.
The Solar Eclipse in Cancer (July 21) later this
month will shake the foundations of our sense of tribe,
history, and heritage, temporarily loosening us from the
moorings of our collective past. And before we set sail
in new waters, we'd better do something about the fact that
our ship is leaking. At this Full Moon Eclipse in sober,
pragmatic, puritanical Capricorn, it's time to get serious.
It's our turn to live and learn.
Raise the shade, look outside
Leave your dreams back in bed
Find your shoes, walk outside
Shake the clouds from your head
Like the morning headline in the
newspaper read
It's your turn to live and learn3
State of California admitted to the union September 9,
1850, 9:41 a.m. PST (rectified), San Jose. From Horoscopes
of the Western Hemisphere by Marc Heeren Penfield
(ACS, 1984).
To
relocate your birth chart, calculate using natal date,
time, and time zone at birth, with latitude and longitude
for new location.
From
"Live and Learn" by Marshall Crenshaw, Matt
Bair, and Dan Bern. Copyright 2009.