The weather's been stifling here for the past few days, with
hot, humid winds blowing up from the south and air so thick
you can practically slice it. Early this morning I heard distant
thunder and smiled, remembering the thrilling thunderstorms
that punctuated the long, stagnant Midwestern summer afternoons
of my youth. This nostalgia was immediately followed, however,
by the sinking realization that in drought-parched California,
where brush is stacked up along the canyons like kindling,
lightning strikes can be less than desirable.
Lightning can be a troublemaker, all right. It can start
fires, target your house with an electric current that sizzles
your electric appliances - and of course, it can kill you. Lightning is not always desirable - but it's always exciting! No wonder astrologers associate lightning with Aquarius, the
sign of this Full Moon, and its ruling planet, Uranus. Aquarius is an astrological change agent that works quite a lot like
lightning; a fixed sign, it remains static for long stretches
of time, as dependable and unchanging as a placid summer sky.
But even while it's standing still, Aquarius gathers energy
like a cell phone plugged into its charger. When it accumulates
too much, it needs to get rid of some - and it's anyone's
guess where it will land.
While the Full Moon flickers incandescently in Aquarius, the Sun is in Leo - the sign that rules the heart,
both medically and metaphorically, pumping life-giving blood,
love, and creative zeal into the body of humanity. It's the
sign of the artist, the writer, the performer, whose ability
to give voice to a creative vision requires a sturdy platform
of routine, solitude, and healthy self-regard. But physically,
the heart can't continue to pump blood without the circulatory
system - ruled by Aquarius - that disperses the blood throughout
the body and returns it to the heart. And metaphorically,
our reserves of creative inspiration and love are soon exhausted
without an "audience" to circulate our creations
and return love and inspiration to us.
"Where do you find your inspiration?" On
the face of it, it seems like a question only for artists.
What could possibly be creative, we wonder, about getting
the kids ready for school or finishing a boring monthly report
for work? But is creativity confined to weekend watercolor
workshops and writing seminars? Do we have to be Frida Kahlo
to be considered an artist?
We're not all Sun sign Leos, of course, just as we don't
all consider ourselves artists; but we've all got the Sun
somewhere in our charts, and we've all got Leo and its creative
urges tucked away in a house of the horoscope. Somewhere
inside you is a divine flame of creativity that flares
up when you're excited about a project - whether you're building
a family website, selecting a new color scheme for the dining
room, or crafting a custom bookshelf in your workshop. Sometimes
the creativity rises slowly, like an errant spark from a dormant,
smoldering campfire; other times it's a lightning bolt of
inspiration that awakens the creative flame. And sometimes
- usually when your life has become too predictable and insular
- it's impossible to muster any inspiration at all.
Aquarius
represents the element of the fresh and unexpected that,
like lightning, keeps life exciting - circulating your creative
ideas and returning the life-giving blood of inspiration straight
to your heart. It can be intimidating to share your
creations with an unpredictable, often faceless "audience";
what if you're rejected? But the Leo/Aquarius ideal is a balance
between the personal vision of the individual and the shared
vision of the collective; like the heart and the circulatory
system, each is essential to the vitality of the other.
At this Full Moon in Aquarius - with exuberant Jupiter conjoined Aquarius's ruling planet, Uranus, in pioneering Aries -
a lightning bolt of inspiration is headed your way. Just as an artist occasionally
receives unfavorable reviews, not all of the feedback you receive for your efforts will be positive. Perhaps, like California,
your creative landscape has been deprived of nourishment and
has turned a bit brittle. But even negative feedback, however
uncomfortable, can be useful - it lets you know that either
you haven't been true to your vision, or you're hanging out
with the wrong crowd. Adjust accordingly - and keep your creative
heart pumping.
