This article originally appeared in The
Mountain Astrologer
magazine, April 2005.
I walk into my local metaphysical bookstore. A string
of bells tied to the door tinkles, and I’m hit by a cloud
of patchouli. Making my way past the incense burners, small
cedar boxes, Tarot decks, and candles, I come to the astrology
section — one of the best collections in town. Here are real
astrology books, not just the rows of annual guides for each
zodiac sign that make up the astrology section of the chain
bookstores.
For a moment, I feel the excitement, the sense of
boundless possibilities that I used to feel as a teenager
sitting cross-legged in the metaphysical aisle of my local
bookstore and devouring books by Linda Goodman, John Townley,
Robert Hand, Grant Lewi. I was new to astrology then, and
there was so much to learn, and in those dark, pre-Internet
days, there were fewer resources for a suburban kid like me
who wanted to learn astrology. Books were pretty muchall there was, and I couldn’t get enough of them.
> But back in the present, I browse the shelves with
the eye of a practiced astrologer, and my excitement ebbs.
Same old titles; I own a great many of them. I don’t need
another book about Mercury retrograde, relationships, or solar
returns. Wait, here’s something new … I pick it up, leaf through
it — but it’s only the same old keywords in a new cover, and
I know before I turn each page exactly what I’ll find. I return
the book to the shelf. I browse halfheartedly for another
ten minutes or so before drifting away, empty-handed, to another
part of the store.
Astrology is a complicated subject and a rich language,
and it took me years to exhaust my local bookstore’s
collection of astrology books. Eventually, though (a few years
into my professional practice), I found that what I needed
from astrology books had changed. As I prepared for readings,
struggling to locate the real-life person beneath the blizzard
of charts and symbols blanketing my desk, I increasingly turned
to my bookshelf — not seeking technical guidance, but inspiration.
Then, I discovered The
Mountain Astrologer and
Dana Gerhardt’s articles and, soon after, the books of
Steven
Forrest. These writers inspired and challenged me to help
my clients see The Big Picture, to craft astrological narratives
that might encourage them to see their lives in a new light.
I loved the emotionally rich, even poetic approaches of these
astrologers and was hungry for more, but I found little of
the same at my local bookstore.
Finally, about five years ago, I simply stopped buying
astrology books. I would stand in the astrology aisle, gazing
forlornly at the same old titles, and thumb through a new
one, only to find it wanted to take me someplace I didn’t
really care to go: the 13th century, lost Mayan civilizations,
India. And I’d leave the store empty-handed and disappointed.
That is where I still am today, actually. I find most
astrology writing, in books, in magazines, and on the Web,
pretty disappointing. I browse the shelves of my local metaphysical
bookstore, or crack open my latest issue of TMA, and
there is hardly anything I want to read. There should
be, damn it: I buy books by the bushel, and I love astrology!
If there are no astrology books that someone like me is interested
in buying, you can bet that’s part of the reason most astrology
books never make it past a first printing.
Disembodied Heads and Typing Hands
Part of the problem is that astrology books don’t
resemble my life or the lives of anyone I know. I’m a professional
astrologer, but I have a whole other "civilian"
life, too. I know a lot of other astrologers, and they’re
smart, funny, and have plenty to talk about besides their
latest Saturn transit. But when was the last time you read
a genuinely funny astrology book or article? Other than Michael
Lutin, Carolyn Casey, and Kim Rogers-Gallagher, few astrologers
seem inclined to crack a smile in print — and yet I get hilarious
e-mails from fellow astrologers. The astrologers I know have
sex lives — actual sex lives! — and relationships, and kids,
pets, houses, friends, and hobbies. They’re interesting people.
And astrology happens to them every day in the course of their
lives.
Reading the average astrology book or article, you would
imagine that the writer was no more than a disembodied head
and a pair of typing hands, processing the cosmos into twelve
neat little chapters. You would think that astrology is completely
separate from everyday life, instead of a living, breathing
description of it. "Venus in the third house means you
will fall in love with your car," the cookbook oracle
intones, and who are we to argue? Then, transiting Venus does
enter your 3rd house, and your car excites no particular warmth
in you — but maybe you help your neighbor paint her house.
I’d like to hear that story (and, needless to say, the one
about your car) and all the sensuous Venus details. What did
you talk about while you painted the house? How did it feel,
working side by side? How did the paint smell? What color
did you use? Did the eaves have termite damage? Venus is opposing
Pluto, you know, so perhaps that will show up as voracious
insects — or does it? Please … tell me your experience
of Venus in the 3rd house, and don’t leave anything out!
The largest audience for astrology books is probably
people who are just learning the language. I guess they need
to learn their alphabet and keywords, just like I did, and
there’s no harm in periodically repackaging that stuff for
a new audience. Of course, there’s plenty of room on the shelves
for scholarly books about the more technical aspects of astrology
(although I hope astrology can sidestep a fatal flaw of most
scholarly writing: Its language seems designed to exclude
regular people from the conversation). But there should be
just a little bit of room for people like me and my astrologer
friends who don’t need another book about synastry — for the
legions of TMA readers who turn straight to Dana Gerhardt’s
column the minute the latest issue arrives in their mailbox,
because she dares to use first-person pronouns and talk about
astrology in the context of her own life, a life we recognize
because it’s like our own. We want astrology books, too —
books that help us to explore our real lives and experiences,
astrologically.
Besides, astrology writing that is created in an echo
chamber of hypotheses and tradition may be damaging to astrology
itself. How can we re-imagine astrology, keep it fresh, and
ensure its ongoing relevance, without including our real-life
observations? When we maintain an artificial separation between
astrology and our daily lives, astrology suffers. And when
we astrologers use astrological knowledge to maintain a separation
between us and our readers, our writing suffers — and so,
quite possibly, does our astrological research.
To produce the kinds of meaningful texts that will help
us to better understand astrology, we must engage in meaningful
research. One kind of research takes us, along with Robert
Hand or Project Hindsight, into the astrology of antiquity.
There, we are invited to uncover lost treasures of our astrological
past. Another kind of research takes us into numbers and statistics,
the realm of the famous Gauquelins. But what about those of
us who slept through high school math, failed our lower-division
college history class (and were doomed to repeat it), and
deftly sidestepped statistics courses?
Interviews with clients constitute a viable research
alternative, but the sad truth is that few practicing astrologers
see very many clients in a week, a month, a year, or even
a career. The time we spend with our clients is so short —
normally, just an hour or two — and we are expected to do
most of the talking. There simply isn’t enough time to go
into much depth, especially about ephemera like minor, fleeting
aspects.
So, I propose that we use something readily at hand to
do astrological research: our own lives.
Putting the Astrologer Back in Astrology
My life as an astrology writer began soon after I went
into practice, when I began mailing a quarterly newsletter
to my client list. My initial motive was to build my business
by reminding my clients, on a regular basis, that I existed.
Then, to fill space, I began to include a short, chatty, seasonal
essay in each newsletter, using my own life to demonstrate
various astrological principles. I did this not because
I thought my life was particularly interesting, mind you,
but because it’s the life I know best.
I published the newsletter for seven years before launching
my Web site, Big Sky Astrology, in 1999. Web publishing was
a revelation: It’s cheap, free from editorial constraints,
and invites immediate feedback from readers. I began to publish
regular essays drawn heavily from my own life experiences
— putting the astrologer back in astrology — and the result
is a Web site that’s essentially an online journal with astrological
terminology.
I have found, when writing regularly and candidly about
my day-to-day life and applying astrological principles to
what I experience "in the field," that astrology
has become much more alive for me and for my readers. Visitors
to my Web site tell me, "I’ve learned more astrology
from reading your stories of adopting your cats and renovating
your house than from any astrology book." Certainly,
I know I’ve learned more about astrology from telling
these stories and from learning to see my everyday life with
an astrological eye.
This approach is not for everybody, as a recent e-mail
from a disappointed reader attests: "I’m tired of hearing
about your life. I want more generic information I can apply
to my own chart." I pointed out to her that such information
abounds, both in print and on the Web. In fact, that’s about
all that is out there. But her comment, while vaguely
insulting, was interesting, because the truth is that generic,
formulaic astrological information is no more likely to apply
to her chart — or her life — than the personal experiences
I write about. After all, isn’t one of the chief complaints
against astrology that it is too general to apply to unique
individuals? At best, generic, cookbook-style interpretations
provide a framework for stimulating creative interpretation
of individual chart factors. But honest, astrologically sound,
and well-written accounts of an astrologer’s unique experiences
with astrology can provide the same kind of stimulus — and
are fun to read as well.
For example, I recently had transiting Mars square my
natal Mercury. Not a big-deal aspect that you’d give a lot
of thought, since it only lasts for a couple of days, but
it does mean something. A random Google search for "Mars
square Mercury" pulled up this entry from astrologer
Bob
Marks’s Web site: [1]
With the stressful aspects (conjunction, square,
and opposition) watch your mouth! This is a good combination
if you have to have an important debate and present your point
of view forcefully. The problem is that Mars doesn't care
if the discussion is important or not. You could easily find
yourself getting involved in minor disputes that quickly escalate
into major conflicts.
And here’s an entry from my weblog, written the day of
my Mars–Mercury square:
Mars entered Scorpio last week and is currently squaring
my natal Mercury ... and of course, I started the day by charging
into an argument on a message board, one where I almost never
post comments. Now I feel pissed off and misunderstood. Ugh
... when will I learn to check the transits before I start
popping off?
Bob Marks’s delineation was right on the money, but
there are also good reasons for writing "field observations"
about my own Mars–Mercury experience. Beyond an anecdotal
validation of astrological theory, my account gives a true-life
example of the transit in action. My little anecdote invites
the reader to imagine what this transit would look like in
her own life. The imagination is now primed, ready to recognize
the living language of astrology and to help our clients imagine
possible Mars–Mercury land mines of their own.
Ethnography: Revitalizing Astrological Writing
My goal as an astrology writer was, from the beginning,
simply to write the kind of articles that I’d like to read.
Then, in my final semester as a Communication major, I had
the good fortune to study ethnography, and I gained a new
perspective on my astrology writing. Ethnography is
a qualitative research technique often used in anthropology
and gaining increasing popularity in communication research.
Literally translated as the writing (-graphy) of culture
(ethno-), ethnography is nothing more complicated than
immersing yourself in the day-to-day life of a culture and
writing your impressions about it.
Auto-ethnographers, like Carolyn
Ellis of the University of South Florida, take the process
one step further, including themselves (auto-) and
their reactions in their writing. The auto-ethnographer doesn’t
simply observe a culture but participates fully in it, and
her writing reflects not only what she sees, but also her
thoughts and feelings about what she sees. While many ethnographers
(and astrologers) feel they can better capture reality by
maintaining a distance from their subjects, auto-ethnographers
feel they can only capture reality by eliminating that distance.
I realized immediately that the way I had been writing about
astrology all along was auto-ethnographic — and that this
form of writing could actually be used as a tool for research.
>How It Works
In a nutshell, ethnography is a method of social inquiry
that describes what happens in a given environment. It relies
on a mixture of close-up observation of that environment,
writing rich descriptions of it, and reflecting on your own
contribution to that environment.For example, the
graduate teaching assistant for my ethnography class wrote
her thesis about revisiting the clinic where she had an abortion
and interacting with the protesters who were gathered there.
Her unique perspective brought somethingpersonal and
emotionally riveting to the subject matter that couldn’t be
captured in statistics about abortion.
According to Carolyn
Ellis, one of the most valuable contributions of ethnography
as a research technique is that it gives voice to groups and
subjects (like astrology) that tend to be left out of academic
inquiry. [2] In academe, as in mainstream society,
those in the minority — racial minorities, women, gays and
lesbians, the economically underprivileged — have had to fight
to be heard. This is not necessarily a function of active
suppression as much as inherent bias: People tend to write
about what they know, and academics (until relatively recently)
tended to be privileged white males. Tools like ethnography
provide groups outside the mainstream with a legitimate avenue
to talk honestly about their experiences. This promotes understanding,
helps to prevent fear born of ignorance, and points out where
there is room for social or political change.
I had a first-hand taste of this phenomenon when I returned
to college at age 37. As a nontraditional university undergraduate,
I found I was a mysterious oddity to faculty, administration,
and especially my younger classmates. Most of the time, I
felt completely invisible on campus and didn’t know where
to turn for help with my particular challenges. I wrote my
ethnography term paper about my experiences, in an effort
to "give voice" to other nontraditional students.
Likewise, as astrologers, we are mysterious oddities
to the mainstream and often isolated from one another. Writing
ethnographically can help us to share our astrological experiences
and observations in a compelling way and help those in the
culture at large better understand our work.
The Power of Stories
In ethnography, as in astrology, we make close examinations
of individual stories; from these stories, we offer an interpretation
of how the world works, emotionally, and what it means
to be human.
Auto-ethnographic writing often takes a narrative form,
because stories (narratives) are how we make sense of our
world. Astrology can be interpreted as one long string of
stories: the story of what happens when Saturn returns to
its natal placement, the story of your Pluto transit, the
story of a solar return, and what happened in your chart when
you met the love of your life. The essays on my Web site that
elicit the greatest amount and intensity of feedback are invariably
those that tell a very personal story as honestly as possible.
These stories seem to engage the reader in a way that many
modern astrology texts do not.
Now, there is a significant different between telling
a story with astrology and simply doing that annoying thing
that astrologers do, whenever we happen to meet: rattle off
a list of our current astrological "symptoms" with
a knowing and world-weary look, at which point our conversational
hostage responds with a groan of sympathy and a competing
list of his or her tales of planetary woe. To tell an effective
story involves not only detail and introspection but also
context. The ability to find the universal element in your
individual story — the ethno- or shared culture — makes
a tale emotionally involving for readers, an act of communication
instead of mere self-indulgence.
Toward an Ethnographic Astrology
The key to approaching astrology with an ethnographic
eye (as I see it) rests on a few things:
• Ethnographic astrology writing must be grounded in solid
astrological tradition. A mastery of astrological symbols,
language, and precepts must be the starting point for inquiry.
• As much as possible, we must write in detail and with scrupulous
honesty about what happens and how it feels. This sounds easy,
but it is surprisingly difficult and takes real courage. As
astrologers, we are accustomed to assuming a mantle of otherworldliness,
of being above earthly concerns and feelings — of playing
the guru. It’s not easy to surrender that role and present
yourself as a regular person! But if you’re honest, you can’t
fail to be interesting.
• Finally, we must fall in love with astrology all over again
and marvel at its appearance in the smallest and most trivial
moments. Most of our daily lives are made up of moments like
these — fleeting and irritating Mars transits, rather than
interminable and ponderous Pluto transits.
We can never present an interpretation of astrology that
will be completely meaningful for all of the people all of
the time. The ancients couldn’t do it; neither can Vedic astrologers.
But by writing about our own experiences as honestly and richly
as possible, we can at least attempt to present an accurate
account of one person’s astrological experience. Perhaps it’s
just my Leo Sun paddling furiously against the Aquarian current
of quantitative, scientific thought, but I think there is
real value in these individual accounts. Each of us is a unique
prism that, when it catches the astrological light just so,
sends out sparks of brilliance.
As astrologers, we are in a unique position to observe
life with unparalleled perspective. By engaging in an ethnographic
approach to astrology, we are invited to participate
in the astrological journey with our readers and clients instead
of simply observing it, to embrace our own humanity instead
of standing apart as omniscient interpreters of texts. Perhaps
the greatest contribution we can make to astrology is simply
to write about it — honestly, with enthusiasm, and from our
individual experiences.
Author’s Note: The title of this article is shamelessly
adapted from Carolyn Ellis’s book, The
Ethnographic I.
References
1. Bob Marks, "Mars Aspects. Part 1 – Lesson 5.6,"
retrieved from Web site on December 24, 2004: http://www.bobmarksastrologer.com/aspectsmars.htm
2. Carolyn Ellis, The Ethnographic I: A Methodological
Novel about Autoethnography, AltaMira Press, 2004, p.
30.
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