My
husband was born in the southern hemisphere, and
the fact that their seasons are opposite ours
has always fascinated me
- stories of Christmas spent at the beach, for
instance, as we might celebrate our major summer
holiday, Independence Day. Pondering this seasonal
quandary, I once asked him whether January was
called winter or summer in New Zealand; it seemed
like an intriguing question until it flew out
of my mouth and immediately hit the pavement like
a dodo, finding out the hard way that it's a flightless
bird. And extinct. "Duh!" I hastily
answered myself, but Jonny is kinder than I am.
"No, no, it's a good question," he assured
me.
And
in a way, I guess it kind of was. Anyway, I can
see what I was getting at. What does "summer"
mean if it includes Christmas, with its residual
secular connotations about the return of light
and so forth? And astrologically, what does
"Capricorn" mean if the sun's journey
there corresponds to hot, languid days, so antithetical
to Capricorn's stiff-spined reputation?
The
way we practice astrology in the west is based
on the seasons, with Aries and spring marking
the beginning of the seasonal cycle, the starting
point on the wheel. It is a system that speaks
to the truth of our northern/western orientation:
Aries happens to be the sign that ushers in spring,
and we feel spring, in our bones, as a surging,
sappy call to action and enthusiasm. The sign
Cancer feels like summer to us, hot, endless days
lying on the beach, the coconut stench of suntan
lotion, romantic longing. Libra is the crunching
leaves and tingly air of autumn. And by the
time we reach Capricorn, it is winter here, our
energy contracted into layers of clothing and
short, cold days. The light is thin and weak,
and that's exactly how we feel - out of energy,
our light fading, like the moon at its last quarter.
So
this uncomfortable, contracted, low-energy experience
is what informs our mythology of Capricorn. We
make him Scrooge, all wiry and dour and pitiless,
the taskmaster who drives his employees to work
even on Christmas day; we fear him, and his
ruling planet, Saturn, like we feared our dad
on a bad day. They are, like winter, mean and
harsh, and only the hardiest survive their tyranny.
But
while it is winter here, it is summer there,
down under. The days are long, the temperatures
are warm, people are drinking cooling beverages
with ice and straws. The pace is languid; people
go on vacation, not - as here - because they simply
can't bear another gray day in the workplace,
but because it's summer, and the sap is rising
and they feel they will burst out of their skins
if they don't have a little fun.
Well.
How to find Capricorn in all of this?
When
it is winter here, it's summer there - and it's
all called Capricorn. Even when it's coldest
outside, somewhere in the world, deep below us,
there is a warm place to tap into. And just
below our dry winter skins, if we could slough
them off like a lizard does, we would find rosy,
touchable flesh, aching for the surf. We would
stretch out, barely dressed, on the sand and let
its heat rise up and iron us flat. Our minds would
be empty, completely empty of all ambition and
drive, of the need to be somewhere else, somewhere
in the future, different and better people leading
exemplary lives. We would just be.
The
beauty of Dicken's Christmas Carol is its unwitting
and eloquent retelling of the Capricorn myth.
Scrooge, a dry and brittle man who seeks only
material success, is transformed by an encounter
with the spirit world (Capricorn, symbolized by
the sea goat, has a little-vaunted spiritual side).
Confronted with spectral visions of what he
is, what he has been, and what he will be if he
keeps going in the same direction, Scrooge "sees
the light" - it is, after all, a solstice
tale - and opens his heart to the true wealth
of friends. He recognizes, at last, that the
poorest of his employees is the wealthiest of
men, because he has a loving family. Seeing that
the only way to find real success is to be part
of a tribe, Scrooge unbends like a rose in late
June and stuns his friends with a sudden warmth
to rival a summer bonfire on the beach.
We
don't know exactly what happens to Scrooge the
day after Christmas, but I like to think that
he learns to take it a bit easy and not work so
hard. My imagination straps him into a 747, then
dumps him out onto Bondi Beach where he stretches
out, soaking up the sun, drinking Australian beer
and redefining the whole idea of summer - and
Capricorn.
At
winter time, the artificial constructs of time
decree a new year is about to begin. But our seasonal
hearts experience winter differently, as the apex
of an energetic cycle begun in the spring. In
the cold, weak light of winter, November's incantations
are realized, and all is revealed for what it
truly is. We are either rich enough to buy holiday
gifts and leave extraneous lights burning throughout
the house, or we are not. We are happy because
we have chosen to be so, or angry and unhappy
because that was our choice. Winter solstice
is a time of emotional reckoning and self-examination;
like Scrooge, each of us must confront his or
her own ghosts of the past, present, and future.
In the long, dark days of winter, there is a lot
of time to brood about what went wrong in the
past and what might go wrong in the future.
Our
fourth house/Cancerian selves are the foundation
on which all happiness is built. It's why Bob
Cratchit, with his loving family, is wealthier
than Scrooge, who has a lot more money. But
we can also learn from Capricorn that money and
success are not synonymous with souless selling
out - unless we create that false dichotomy.
Sometimes what's needed is simply to redefine
success.
When
it is winter here, it is summer there. And just
below the surface, toward another pole, there
is exactly the thing that we seek. Somewhere in
the South Pacific, right now, a young child -
just beginning her summer vacation - is kicking
her bicycle and whining "I'm bored!"
All she needs is a little bit of Capricorn's winter
persona, to add a drop of happy direction and
structure to her days. And you, wondering how
you will get through the cold, dark days ahead,
need only reach out and touch the warmth and light
of Capricorn's summer side. Invite him into
your home by lighting every candle you can find,
singing at the top of your voice, and filling
your house with delicious food and drink and people
who make you laugh and who understand your heart.
Because like Scrooge after his transformation,
I've never met a Capricorn in my life who didn't
love a good party.
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